must step outside my comfort zone.

the more i'm in concepts class, the more I realize how i'm too stubborn and hesitant to step outside of my comfort zone/boundaries.  i just cant get used to no boundaries, no limits, it's too overwhelming.  This whoooole semester has opened my eyes and made me realize just what a sheltered world i've been living in and how sheltered my thoughts and perspectives on all things art related really were.  

Today in class, after seeing everyone else's presentations, I was trying to think of a way i could make my  identity project better.  

I want to do it all over now!  

I probably will over spring break.  Of course I say that now, but I know myself better and I know I wont give school a second thought.  But I am going to possibly think of other alternatives for my identity project.  I want it to be less literal, as in less straight forward.  I think thats my problem, I take all the assignments too literally, its almost like i'm incapable of stretching the rules and working outside the box.  

Furthermore, to speak more of how I lack motivation to do school work, I have yet to start on the text and handout commentaries due friday.  WTH?!  I suuuuuuck...

So, that's what im gonna do now, and possibly go and ask more people for buttons.

awesome.